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    July 28

    My Boogie Man (I shall call him "Charlie")

    My first two nights in my new place went smoothly.  Slept like a baby.  This is why I didn't think I'd have a hard time sleeping on my third night.  Wrong!

     

    I was again exhausted when I went to bed last Monday night.  I had spent the entire weekend either moving or cleaning (or some combination of both), and then took Monday off from work to try to put my new place in order.  I ended up crawling into bed at around 9:30pm (kind of early for me) and apparently drifted off to sleep quickly. 

     

    At around 11:30pm I rolled over and woke up enough to open my eyes.  In the darkness and shadows I "saw" a human figure quickly approaching my bed.  Never the subtle one, I immediately shot up and started screaming.  And not a half-assed scream either.  I mean, I let 'er rip!  I belted out four or five full-on, blood curdling screams before jumping out of bed to grab my gun (which I keep in its case under my bed side table).  It was like I couldn't stop screaming until I grabbed my gun and turned on the light then I snapped out of it enough to realize that: 1) no one was there, and 2) I hadn't heard anyone run through my house...hence, there was no one really there to begin with.  But I could look anyone in the eye at this very moment and swear that I really did see someone there.  It was so real.

     

    Needless to say I was freaked...and wide awake!  Adrenaline is a powerful thing.  I needed to talk to someone real and safe to bring me back down, but at that hour my options were limited.  The only one I knew who would possibly be up at that hour is my chief, so (feeling like an idiot) I called him.  It helped to talk to someone and calm down a bit, but I still couldn't shake that feeling.  After hanging up with him I sat in my bed, deathly still, for about 45 minutes.  I know there was no hope of me going back to sleep if I didn't search my house...even though I knew that no one had really been there.  So, I finally went through the place (turning on every light in my path) until I was satisfied.  However, I was still so jacked up that I turned on the TV to watch something funny (nothing scary...I certainly did NOT put in Capote - which I had just got that day) and made a cup of herbal tea.

     

    I sat up until almost 2am before I decided I needed to go back to bed.  Of course, I had to leave on the living room light and my bedroom light because apparently the Boogie Man only likes the dark!  Every little noise would get my heart rate up again as I tossed and turned.  At one point (I think around 4:00am) I tried to turn off the bedroom light and just sleep with the living room one on instead, but that was just too dark.  I think I did manage to fall asleep for a bit between 4 and 4:30...but that's all the sleep I got that night.  The alarm went off at 5am and I knew I could have gone into work late, but I just wanted to get up and get out of there for a bit.  Needless to say I skipped the coffee that morning in favor of Red Bull (which I only drink in cases of dire emergency!).  I made it through that day totally freaked out and sleep deprived, but I have yet to be visited by my Boogie Man since.  I think my screaming probably scared the crap out of him!

     

    Oh and you'll be proud to know that I have been able to sleep soundly since then...with the lights off and everything!  Although I will admit "he" kind of puts me on edge when I hear strange noises and I had a hard time falling to sleep the night after his "visit"...but so far, so good.  Things are falling into place and it's starting to feel like home.  And I think it's those "home-y" feelings that will keep my Boogie Man away!

     

    (sorry about the different size fonts...I'm not sure what is going on with my computer.  Perhaps it has a boogie man too!)

    July 24

    New friends and my move

    Thanks to my new friend "Bloggin' Bob" there are actually hundereds of people out there flocking to my blog!  Ok...so there aren't "hundereds" and they don't appear to be "flocking"...but a girl can dream, right?  Anyway, now I have to get my act together and update this thing WAY more frequently than every three months (no pressure!).  There's no time like the present!
     
    I (barely) survived my move.  It took two days to get everything out of the old place and into the new.  Saturday morning started with my helpers arriving at around 10am.  I had two pickup trucks and two big, burly men do my heavy lifting (between you and me, they really weren't that burly, but don't tell them I told you that...sshhhh).  The sky was looking like it was going to open up at any moment for most of the day which casused me quite a bit of anxiety, but we got in two trips with both trucks (which accounted for the majority of my stuff...my apartment was small) before stopping for lunch.  Shortly after lunch I lost one of my helpers, but still managed to get some more stuff moved.  By the end of the day I was exhausted and totally SICK of moving (and I knew I'd have to get back to it on Sunday too).
     
    I had borrowed my father's truck, so my parents stopped by on Saturday night to pick it back up and check out my new digs.  They were quite impressed (as if I had anything to do with how nice it is) and could clearly see why I was so excited to move there (I have some pics of it empty that I may be able to post...or I can wait until I get it looking all pretty and then take some more...I haven't decided yet).  Needless to say I crashed on Saturday night.  I had been a bit nervous to be there alone my first night.  You know, first night in a new place is always weird (or at least for me), but I think I was too tired to care, so I slept like a baby.
     
    Sunday took me four more car loads of stuff to get it all taken care of...and I didn't have any helpers. Sad  I also did a massive cleaning of the old place.  That's just what I do.  I leave a place cleaner than when I moved in.  I've never had a landlord who wasn't sad to see me go.  I'm a model tenant (just to toot my own horn!).  I give the credit to my parents for that one.  They raised me to respect other people's property, and after watching what my father had to deal with when I was growing up (he was a property manager of several large apartment complexes where I learned just how gross some people can be), I've just always done that.  I worked on the old place from about 10am until 8pm when I took my final load to the new place.  Again, totally exhaused and crashed that night.
     
    Having not gotten anything done on the new place over the weekend (so I had no idea where anything was)...I took Monday off from work just to work on the new place.  I haven't gotten everything done, but it's shaping up nice.  It was Monday afternoon however when I realized that I had lost my wallet.  It's amazing just how helpless you feel when you don't know where your wallet is.  I called my bank to check my debit card and was relieved to know that no one had used it (I don't have any credit cards...thankfully).  I remembered having it on Saturday when I bought lunch for everyone, but that was the last time I'd seen it.  Needless to say I freaked!  I tore my place apart and just could not find it.  I called my father and asked him to look in his truck.  No luck.  Then I called my mom to see if she could check her car (she'd given me a ride over to the old place Saturday night).  No luck.  I continued to check with the bank on Tuesday and Wednesday, just in case...no recent activity on the debit card.  So I was relatively sure no one had my wallet...but I still couldn't find it.  I called my father last night and asked if he could double check his truck...and just got the message...HE FOUND MY WALLET!!  I'm so psyched (and I haven't used the word psyched since I was in college, so you know I'm serious!).
     
    I feel it necessary to let all of my new readers know that I don't usually just post random boring day-to-day stuff...sometime I'm actually quite witty!  Okay...I realize that's a matter of opinion...but I can be witty...just ask me and I'll tell you!  Also, you should know that I don't have internet at home so I have to do this at work, which puts a damper on the frequency of my posting. 
     
    I guess I'll end this post here...but remind me to tell you about my boggie man at my new place.  I'll save that for a new post! 
     
    I welcome new readers and find it absolutely fascinating to "meet" new people.  It's amazing how much of a "community" one can create on the internet.  Brilliant invention this interent.  If I ever see Al Gore I'll have to thank him! Wink 
    July 18

    I'm still here!!

    I can't believe it's been almost THREE months since I've updated!!  I'm horrible (which is probably why I don't have many readers...not a big deal). 
     
    I'm my defense, I actually started an update at the end of May or early June (I can't remember when exactly) telling about my trip to DC for National Police Week.  If you will notice, I did post some of the pictures (does that count for anything?).  Anyway, I obviously got off track and it didn't get finished and posted.  Oops.  To make a long story (very) short I will say that I had an awesome time and I LOVE DC!  I was kind of hoping that I'd hate it because that would make my decision to go to grad school very easy...but now I'm thinking I could definitely live there for two years while I got my Masters.  Decision, decisions...and I'm not good at making big decisions.
     
    In other news I'm moving tomorrow.  Not far.  Just about ten minutes from where I'm living now, but moving is still a big pain in the ass!  On the flip side, my new place is much bigger (big enough so I can get rid of my storage area...which is the biggest waste of money, but that's another story) and it's kind of like a little house.  It's apartment size, but not attached to anything so it's really private.  AND, since it's so close I don't have to change my phone number or mailing address.  Bonus!
     
    Unfortunately, I believe that's all that I have to say at the moment...very boring I know.  But I felt like letting the whole two or three of you out there that I was still around.  I want to blog more...but having to do it from the office is really cramping my style to say the least.  All I can promise is that I will try to get better about updating more often...but don't kill me if I fail.
     
    Until next time...don't forget me!